Sunday, May 16, 2010

终于画下了句号....

三月二十七号上演,
五月十五号落幕,
一场生命里短暂的剧目终于结束了...

一开始就知道是这样的结局,
却还是灯蛾扑火般的去演,
热烈的燃烧生命,
直到最后.

虽然伤感,却没有后悔,没有遗憾.至少我曾经争取过.
得到的是难忘的回忆和感受,上进心的启发,和一位不可多得的知己.
虽然现在少了一些推动力,却没有完全失去,也肯定了自己的想法.

若然再来一次,我还是会作出同样的选择,做一只灯蛾.
这数月的短暂的时光,比过去六年的空白灿烂得多了.

虽然回到了原点,那最后的拥抱还是给了我很多的温暖和勇气.

Friday, May 07, 2010

May....

4 months plus has passed.....

So many changes have been made....
Most are positives...
Some results are not unexpected... but yet to see if it is positive or negative...

Anyway, 1st Milestone have reached!!! 9 Kg shredded... 4inch of waist reduced....
Back in shape!!! Dress sense improved... Thanks to my volunteer image designers... Haha. Never felt so good/confident for some time already.
Amazing determination. A pat on my own shoulder. haha

Next target, another 5Kg.

Oh, new target too. CISSP certification at July or Sep.
On chapter 3 now. 7 more to go!

During the last 2-3 months. Also met up with a few old friends. Kept my promise to do so. I should really meet more people. Hope to know more people.

Also, inspired to achieve more things in life.... On the other hand, I start to think I deserve better and started feel discontented in life...
And I have started to think about things that I will not think about 6 months ago...
For example, a new relationship, getting a car, get a better position and pay in career, even at the possibility of working overseas.....
The changes shock even myself....... Pray that it is healthy....

It is not easy to go through mindset paradigm shifts.... Let us see how it go....
May be it is just a 3min passion....

Anyway, though they will likely not know. I am so grateful to the group of friends that keep me occupied and giving me advices for the last 2 weeks when I am so down emotionally... I am better now... Woke up in some way.... Thanks, pals.

Haha, not blogging for sometime. Lazy? Perhaps... :-P
Not much details? May be I will write more when I have the mood.
:-)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

话剧 "战争与和平 - 男人与女人" @ Espanade


Just watched the performance... the performers and scripts are awesome.
Especially like the line '因为害怕失去, 所以不敢拥有'.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

惊喜

太棒了.

三月九号 和 四/五月间的一个星期六!

赶紧买票吧!

Sunday, January 31, 2010

1st Month of Changes

About 1 month has passed since I decided for a change.

Reviewing now:
- has been jogging 6 times per week. Increasing from 3km each time to 4.5km each time (since 3 days ago). This is better than I hoped for. Slowly, I will increase the distance.
- Eat less and healthy. Also doing that. More Fruit and Vegetables now.
- Quit online game addition. Also very successful, did not even log in at all since the day I decided to quit.
- Invite friends out. This one is not very successful. Some already have family, hard to come out, and others are busy with activities. Only managed a couple of times only....
- Spend more time with family. This one is also okay, but want more quality time. Need to have some activities with family.
- Spend quality time alone. This one is also okay.

Seems like my personal improvement is getting better, but social wise still need improvement.

Sigh... Introvert is like that, right?... haha...

1st targeted weight lost of 10% is still in-progress. Currently 7.5% achieved. Need more work.

Other than that.... Life is quite routine.... thus not much things to write about on blog....
Hopefully, have more happy things to share.....

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

My favourite album 'Something to remember'


15 years already, I bought this album in Oxford, when I went for my overseas studies.
I am not really a fan of Madonna, and I certainly does not enjoy many of her dance songs.
But this album is still my favorite. This is really rare, because I am not a person who listen to English music. I could not really remember, but I believe I heard it from a friend's room and decided to own it.

This album have none of Madonna's dance songs, instead, it is a collection of her best sad love songs.

My recommendation:
"I Want You"
"I'll Remember"
"You'll See" (*love this when I have some anger. Haha)
"This Used to Be My Playground"
"Love Don't Live Here Anymore"
"One More Chance"

Today, I am still playing the same CD again. Listen and reliving the moments in Oxford and UK.
Long live the friendships, those dear friends from the university who we still meet regularly.

Monday, January 18, 2010

妈妈住院了...

今天, 妈妈去中央医院复诊, 医生却发现妈妈体内的'Potassium'(钾)过高了. 对于一个有高血压的老人家, 这会影响心脏的运作. 虽然妈妈并没有觉得不舒服, 医生还是坚持她留院观察.
妈妈终于第一次住院了, 虽然她说当作是度假, 可是我知道她是非常不安的. 医生说她需要抽血检验,做心电图测验和观察药物反映. 应该不会超过三天.
我离开的时候, 她还不忘交代要处理明天的早餐, 妈妈就是妈妈, 在她眼中, 我们永远都是她长不大的孩子.
九点的时候, 她打了一通电话来, 医生刚替她抽了血.讲不到几句, 她就怕吵到隔邻的病人, 说要关机睡觉了. 真希望她可以好好的休息.
明天十点, 我将再去看她, 希望有好消息, 医生快点让她出院吧. 回到家里, 她一定又龙精虎猛的.