终于画下了句号....

三月二十七号上演,
五月十五号落幕,
一场生命里短暂的剧目终于结束了...

一开始就知道是这样的结局,
却还是灯蛾扑火般的去演,
热烈的燃烧生命,
直到最后.

虽然伤感,却没有后悔,没有遗憾.至少我曾经争取过.
得到的是难忘的回忆和感受,上进心的启发,和一位不可多得的知己.
虽然现在少了一些推动力,却没有完全失去,也肯定了自己的想法.

若然再来一次,我还是会作出同样的选择,做一只灯蛾.
这数月的短暂的时光,比过去六年的空白灿烂得多了.

虽然回到了原点,那最后的拥抱还是给了我很多的温暖和勇气.

May....

4 months plus has passed.....

So many changes have been made....
Most are positives...
Some results are not unexpected... but yet to see if it is positive or negative...

Anyway, 1st Milestone have reached!!! 9 Kg shredded... 4inch of waist reduced....
Back in shape!!! Dress sense improved... Thanks to my volunteer image designers... Haha. Never felt so good/confident for some time already.
Amazing determination. A pat on my own shoulder. haha

Next target, another 5Kg.

Oh, new target too. CISSP certification at July or Sep.
On chapter 3 now. 7 more to go!

During the last 2-3 months. Also met up with a few old friends. Kept my promise to do so. I should really meet more people. Hope to know more people.

Also, inspired to achieve more things in life.... On the other hand, I start to think I deserve better and started feel discontented in life...
And I have started to think about things that I will not think about 6 months ago...
For example, a new relationship, getting a car, get a better position and pay in career, even at the possibility of working overseas.....
The changes shock even myself....... Pray that it is healthy....

It is not easy to go through mindset paradigm shifts.... Let us see how it go....
May be it is just a 3min passion....

Anyway, though they will likely not know. I am so grateful to the group of friends that keep me occupied and giving me advices for the last 2 weeks when I am so down emotionally... I am better now... Woke up in some way.... Thanks, pals.

Haha, not blogging for sometime. Lazy? Perhaps... :-P
Not much details? May be I will write more when I have the mood.
:-)